28wks n 5 days

I've finally entered my 3rd n final trimester!!! Whooopppee (happy dance) n in no time I get to see n hold my lil princess who has been cooking in my oven for 10mths!!! Realli excited! Cuz my husband n I do talk abt wat she will be like... Hw she will react around us (cuz realli all parents are embarrassing to their kids rite?) hahaha who she will be become n all. So yea the anticipation of her growing yrs are all so exciting!! 

Wif the onset of my 3rd trimester comes new symptoms: 

sciatica 

-I've been having this tingling weird pain which travels down my left butt to my leg. N then I found out it could be sciatica. Which is caused by baby sitting on some part of ur lower back nerve n sends this weird tingling sensation down ur leg. It's something like a cramp/muscle pull but it's such a funni feeling idk hw to describe it! N i always laugh when it hits me cuz it does feel kinda funni too. 

Calf cramps 

-n then some mornings I get up wif calf cramps but onli happens on my rite leg. So I hav sciatica on my left leg n cramps on my rite -,- but it goes away within seconds so tts nt too bad 

Growing pains 

-it's coming back to haunt me again. For a while when I recovered frm my recent UTI, my belly was less hard n bloated. But nw I've been forcing myself to eat more n all so she will put on weight n get to the ideal healthy weight range... My growing pains are back n my belly has gotten real hard n bloated again. It's a gd sign la which means she's growing. But somehow my weight is still the same -.- so idk man... Realli hope she's put on weight n went past the 1kg mark 

Dry skin 

-this jus hit me this morning. Sigh... My skin is still gd n all jus the dryness annoys me!! My skin peels around my nose area n forehead. N many hav asked me if I'm jus so fair or pale cuz I seem to hav gotten super fair n all. Well idk... I realli need some color in my skin cuz I'm honestly like a white ghost. Many girls want tt super fair baby skin n spend money on whitening products. Mine is jus natural. If I stay out of the sun too long... My complexion jus goes to a sheet white color -.- 

Hmm I guess tts abt it for nw. Will update again if any new symptoms come up. Oh yea my baby is one feisty lil chicka I tell u! Whenever I'm sleeping n she's nt happy wif my position (think I'm pressing onto her certain part of the body), she will kick/push me so hard to signal me to move. N if I don't move she will jus keep wiggling around n all! My goodness... My husband says she's veri fierce. Hahaha 

My 28wks n 4 days baby bump. I'm nw 51kgs n my waist is 31.5inches. 

Shall end this post wif a pic of my husband who stole my pregnancy pillow -.- u should see our bed at my place. It has a freakin pillow fortress! 

24 wks n 3 days thoughts

So I was feeling all crappy n sorry for myself all day. Cause being pregnant is suppose to be all magical wif unicorns n butterflies. Like tts hw most movies or people portray it to be rite? I mean I nv gave my pregnancy a thought at all because I didn't think I would be pregnant so early so yea I didn't hav time to think abt wat it would be like pregnant. It jus happened too quickly. 

U see movies n all tt crap don't tell u the back pains u will experience. N growing pains u will get as u bloat up like a pufferfish. Some women get swollen feet which I'm thankful I'm nt at tt stage yet. Some break out on their face cuz of hormones n I'm thankful I don't hav tt. Instead many hav told me hw radiant n gd I look nw even wifout make up (hence I've been abusing this radiant natural glow n gg out bare face ALOT nw. Last time I die die won't go out wifout make up). 

I jus wish it was all easier than this. But if it was than everyone would be popping babies out like candies. I jus wish I had a much more beautiful experience than this. I wish I could tell my baby hw amazing it was carrying her in my belly. But this isn't the case. 

Right nw I jus want her to grow healthily and well for the remaining 16 wks she has in me so tt when I finally hold her in my arms... All this was all worth it. I know when I hold her in my arms for the veri first time it would feel so satisfying tt these 10mths hav came n gone.. Though suffering it was all worth it. 

I jus watched 'itsjudytime's' birth of her twins on YouTube n I jus can't wait to hold my baby. My husband actually watched it wif me n said he may jus puke if he has to cut the cord of baby. I laughed. He knew I had a crappy day today n he jus kept encouraging me n being by my side as I cried n whined. Every waking moment I thank The Lord for guiding me towards finding him. Cuz realli Sean is the most patient person. He always noes wat to say to make everything feel better. N the 3 times I've gotten hospitalized he always stayed over wif me at the ward cuz I'm scared to sleep alone esp in hospitals. I jus know he's gg to be an amAzing father. Another reason y I can't wait for this baby to be born cuz it's another side of Sean I will see n fall in love wif all over again. 

15 weeks n 4 days left till we see ur lil face. 

24 weeks n 2 days thoughts

Totally not feeling it today. In the worse mood ever n it's even worse when I can't even sleep it off. Normally when I'm in a foul mood I would jus lock myself up in my room n sleep the day n away n feel so much better when I wake up. Nw Becuz I'm freakin like Humpty Dumpty wif back aches n growing abdominal cramps... I can't get into a comfy position to sleep. I had to cry n tire myself out n I fell asleep. 

Feeling super miserable today. For some reason I jus keep crying n feeling so frustrated when I think abt hw hard this pregnancy has been. Like it's another 16 horrible weeks of this. I'm trying so hard to stay positive cuz "happy mummy = happy baby" n watever u feel gets somehow passed to baby. I don't want my child to feel unwanted cuz she's not!! I love her so much but it's jus so difficult!! I realli wanna enjoy this whole process but I realli am not. The onli enjoyable thing abt it is tt I get to meet my precious lil one at the end of all this torture. I jus pray for strength n perserverance for the remaining long n hard 16 weeks. 

(Edited)

I wake up to this every wkend(: this is pure blissful family love. 

I made pancakes a few days ago n my husband loved it so much he asked for it today. So it was another fluffy day! 

Still feeling so out of it. I realli need a dam bloody awesome sleep. Cause I realli havnt slept well in a dam long time!! Sighhh n then when baby comes my sleep will also be gone. Horrible 

Nw I've come down wif a wheezing kinda cough which also keeps me up. Realli when can I ever rest!!!?